"Eventually we'll realize it wasn't anybody's fault. She just loved riding too much." Still, it just killed her that she was so close but she also believed everything happened when it should and that it was just her time. "We were talking about how you didn't like her riding when she was pregnant. Steve and I were the opposite. I was worried and he talked me into it." She'd never ride one pregnant again. She'd been staring at her beer bottle until his last words and she turned to look at him once more. "I was, really?" After all the shit she'd been through in her life, that really made her feel special and she returned his smile. "I loved her, too. She was the best friend I've ever had." And Sam knew she'd never have another friend like Jen.