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[sammysicle]

Summer 2013 - Josh and Chloe are 3.5

Sam and Jen had been looking forward to Saturday all week. Carol would be watching Chloe and Josh while Sam and Jen took Lily and  Harley out on one of the trails. It had been a while since they'd both been out together. Rob and Steve were going to be working on their trucks, or so they said. Sam seen them more likely to sit out under one of the big shade trees with a cooler full of beer and doing nothing. She and Jen didn't mind. They were just excited about getting out on the trails.

Once they'd all eaten lunch and got the kids down for their naps, Sam pushed Steve against the wall and kissed him softly. "Sure you two don't wanna come with us?"

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[sgtshriver]

While he'd wanted to say 'yeah, Robs fine' in his heart he knew he wasn't, he knew he was probably slumped over a bar top on his fifth of sixth beer right now and he swallows, "I don't know, I just hope he's got a buddy with 'im" he said and normally HE was that buddy and he felt horrible for not being there but Sam needed him and so did Chloe and Josh, he had to be a husband and father right now.

[sammysicle]

She wanted to tell Steve to go find Rob and be with him and she felt bad that she didn't just tell him that but she needed him there with her and the kids needed him. While Josh was too young to fully understand everything, he would quickly realize his mother wasn't coming back and Rob would be in no condition to take care of him. "That's what I'm hoping. Is there any way you can find out? Who else would he go to besides you?" If possible, she just needed to know he was okay.Sam took his hand and crawled into bed, motioning for him to sit up and lean back against the headboard so she could crawl across his lap and rest her head against his shoulder.

[sgtshriver]

He sits down on the bed, scooting back as he grabs his phone and sends off a text to rob and a few of their buddies, shrugging a bit and holding his arm out so Sam could snuggle against him if she wanted, looking at his phone when it beeps, "One'a our buddies from the range is with 'im, said they're havin' drinks and that he's keepin' an eye on 'im" he read off the text before setting his phone back on the night stand.

[sammysicle]

She had said earlier that she just wanted to forget everything that happened that day but it was hard to. It had crossed her mind once or twice that could have been her instead of Jen, her mind trying not to think of how Steve would have handled that. She was quiet as she snuggled up against him, her free hand resting on his shoulder and her index finger tracing patterns around his freckles. She breathed a sigh of relief once she found out Rob wasn't alone and she lifted her head, looking at Steve. "I just wanted to know he wasn't alone." she whispered, kissing Steve soft and slow once he set his phone down.

[sgtshriver]

He kisses her back and shakes his head, "Nah, not alone, he'll take care'a 'im too, make sure he gets home safe" he said softly, kissing her again and smoothing one hand up her back and back down, hugging her to him and his mind wanders to Rob, having to wake up tomorrow and realize his house is no longer filled with his family, that he's one less, and one very important part less and he swallows hard, kissing Sam harder, needing to forget and shake those images off.

[sammysicle]

She knew Steve was thinking similar things to what she was. It was hard not to when one of their best friends was gone. She held Steve tighter and deepened that kiss, hoping to calm him down. No matter what they did that night, she needed gentle and caring. There was so much she wanted to say right now but they needed time for them. The next several days were going to be hell and they both knew that. "I love your kisses." she whispered against his lips, sucking the bottom one into her mouth.


[ooc: we can skip somewhere whenever. not sure where we wanted to go next.]

[sgtshriver]

He smiled into that kiss, causing his lip to tug away from her and her kisses the tip of her nose, hands moving to her hips and tugging her to straddle him, "I love givin' you kisses ... and gettin' kisses" he whispered, kissing her lips softly, hands smoothing over her ass and resting at the small of her back.

[ooc: Okies, I wasn't sure where to go next, I should be on in a few hours and we can figure it out]

[sammysicle]

Once she was straddling him, she rolled her hips once to get TDs attention and deepened that kiss. A moment later her hand was moving between them and sliding across the front of his pajama bottoms. She didn't stay still long, wiggling out of his lap onto the bed in front of him and tugging down the front of his pants, freeing TD. She didn't say anything to him, just slowly swiping her tongue from root to tip and swirling it around the head.

[ooc: i wasn't sure either. maybe the next day when they see rob and then skip over telling the kids (i think you wanted to skip that. we can just summarize it). Then figure out what's next.]

[sgtshriver]

He groans when she rolls her hips and while TD had been awake the minute they'd laid down, he was definitely awake and at attention when she tugs his pants down and he runs his fingers through her hair, hips jerking when her mouth is on TD and he bites his lip, groaning low in his throat. "Oh fuck baby" he grunted out, toes tingling and curling up.

[sammysicle]

One thing she could always count on was TD hard and ready for her when she wanted him to be. She glanced up at Steve when he spoke and then turned her attention back to TD, her tongue lapping at the hard shaft before sucking the head into her mouth, teeth gently grazing the head.

[sgtshriver]

His hand tightens in her hair, tugging gently as he groans, "Fuck ... oh fuck Sammy" He groaned out, his other hand moving to rub over his face and then he looks down at her, knowing thats always a big mistake because he just came faster when he watched her, but he couldnt tear his eyes away, not right now, not after everything that had happened.

[sammysicle]

While she hadn't looked up yet, she knew he was watching her because he always settled down some. She always enjoyed giving him something good to look a so she slowly swiped her tongue up TD a few time and swirled it slowly around the head, lapping up the precome. She paused and glanced up at him, looking into his eyes before inching her mouth down TD as she drew him into her mouth.

[sgtshriver]

He bit his lip, a little harder than he'd planned to, and groans, hips jerking when she looked up at him and as much as hes enjoy this, hes not sure how much longer he can handle laying here so he reaches out for her, "Sammy ... " he whispered, "I ... I want you so bad" he sighed out.

[sammysicle]

When he spoke, she stopped and looked up at him, not saying anything as she crawled up his body and kissed him deeply, shifting around until she was straddling him and slowly sinking down onto TD with a groan.

[sgtshriver]

He smirked when she straddled him, hands moving to her ass and squeezing and he lets her stay on top for a few moments before he flips them quickly and carefully, hips settling between her legs and he buries TD to the hilt, kissing her softly and resting his upper body on his elbows and forearms, his bottom half pressed against hers and he wants to take it slow this time, knowing they both needed it.

[sammysicle]

She knew he'd flip them over soon and when he did, she smiled up at him, groaning his name when he pushed into her. "Love TD buried inside of me." She spoke those words against his lips before kissing him soft and slow, her body squirming around underneath him and glad he wanted this to be slow this time.

[sgtshriver]

"TD loves bein' inside you" he whispered, pecking her lips and rocking his hips against here, keeping his bottom half flush with hers, lowering his upper body a bit, wanting to be as close to her as possible.

[sammysicle]

"He should be pretty happy right now." She pulled him down further, his upper body now pressed against her chest as she moved slowly with him, her hands smoothing down his back.